i've lost count on how many times i wished tomorrow won't come
i've lost my dreams, my love, they're all lashed by the rain
so now i'm here, i'm crying, crying, crying...

How do i live my life
without pretending and dressing myself up?
i don't even have faith in myself, so what else can i have faith in?
They say, the answer's always close
but i can never seem to reach it.

i'm crying, these tears are black
i have nothing now, what is this pain.
unable to put these emotion in words
my entire body starts to ache.

at night i became tired of crying
so i lifted myself, but it wasn't me.
i need to stop hiding my weakness
and start putting a smile on.

its like the hardest thing in the world
to live and pretend myself.
i need something genuine
i'm tired of things that are fragile and breakable.

Even if i cry black tears and scream my lungs out
tomorrow will arrive with the same pain to face
If these days are going to continue,
then i will run far, far away
even if its not the right thing to do.